标题:Getting Older
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详细内容:
Bye. She tells no lies. Hmm. I'm getting older I think I'm aging, whoa. I wish someone had told me I'd be doing this by myself. There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for. But it's different when a stranger's always waiting at your door. Which is ironic, cause the strangers seem to want me more than anyone before. Too bad they're usually the rain. Last week I realized I crave pity. When I retell a story I make everything sound worse. Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing. And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed. Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest I was still being ignored. Lying for attention just to get neglection. Now we're strange. Things I once enjoyed. Just keep me employed now. Things I'm longing for. Someday I'll be bored of it's so weird. Hmm here. That we care so much. Until we don't. I'm getting older I've got more on my shoulders. But I'm getting better at admitting when I'm wrong. I'm happier than ever, at least that's my endeavor. To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure. Cause to be honest, I just wish that what I promise would depend on what I'm given, not on his permission. Wasn't my decision. To be abused ہم. Things I once enjoyed. Just keep me employed now. Things I'm longing for. Mmm. Someday I'll be bored of it's so easy I you Dear. That we care so much. Until we don't. But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughing. For anybody asking, I promise I'll be fine. I've had some trauma, there's things I didn't wanna. Was too afraid to tell ya. But now I think it's time.

